To my wife

I don’t know you today. Maybe I have met you already but who knows? I’ve been longing for you since I was a kid. I always dream about you coming in my life one day. I’ve been writing poems for you, no one. I’m 23 years of age and I still wonder who you are. A lot of things happened to me and I don’t know if you were there or you were just somebody who just had another thing. I just thought of you that’s why I’m writing this down.

You know how I feel right now? I feel like I want to meet now because I want to tell you everything about me, I want to tell you how I was, how I’ve changed, how I was hurt and how happy I was. I wish you just had me in your arms when I’m broken. And you, I wish I knew you already so that I could be there every time you feel so down. I really wish I knew you or I already have known you. I guess, this is how it works. We deal our journey separately, then after it’s done, there’s a right place and right time for us to meet. I do not know if I already witnessed your pain or you witnessed mine. But I’m thankful though we haven’t met now, because if we do, it would be a great disaster because we do not know how to handle things on our own. I think, if I get to meet you right now and see crying that’d break my heart so bad and I don’t think I can manage it. I don’t know what you are going through right now and neither you do. I just know, we both know that we need to grow separately for the mean time. And I know, we both know that we have a long way to go for us to meet the right place. It’s weird because right now, I miss you, whoever you are. I just want to touch your arms but I can’t even imagine how it looks like. I always wonder how beautiful you are.

These journeys will make us stronger and when the time is right to meet you. We’d be so untouchable. I wish I get to meet you so soon.

I’ll always pray for you. No one. Let my hope for you be true.

 

Jan. 25, 2016 9:05pm

Muntinlupa City, Philippines.

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3 comments

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  2. ellieyaheli · February 5

    Enjoyed this a lot. Really like your honesty and style. It’s the perfect amount where it’s both luring and true but without having a whine and trying-hard-to-be-a-sincere-hipster, so many WP and Blogger junkies have converted to. You’re mostly just being yourself and conveying your deep thoughts very concisely and in a interesting way that feels true to life. I appreciate you not attempting to convey anything ahead of and over the topic, topic and discussion wise. Your writing is grammatically and visually deep because none of your content is forced. Been a LONG time since I’ve seen that. Your sadness, anger, happiness, interest, etc don’t come across as theatrically exaggerated and you aren’t to spread lessons and all that moral of the day mess that makes me want to puke, lol. Saw you in the LAHWF comment section and am very glad about that, because I’d probably never stumble across you otherwise. This blog is a gem. I like how you think and how you say it. Wishing the best of luck!

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